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shoo alla, de har varit så dålig uppdatring p.g.a att ja har varit sjuk och upptagen med skolan. men hoppas ni haft de bra:) yyyeeeaahhh buddyy! vill faktiskt blogga me en annan så att ja it behöver blogga varrrjee dag hehe så lat är ja skriver sen hehe

JAG HAR BLOGGPAUS SUCKERS

hej alla, nu äre kap tre som gäller. I began to shout, until Elm's mum opened the door to check if everything was okay. ''Elmina! Stop, don't you listen?'', she asked. ''Let me do this operation mum!' ''Oh no, not the operation!'' I said loudly. It meant that she was going to bite me on my stomach and I couldn't move. Not just the stomach, sometimes she bites me on my neck, and that's tickles me very much, but at the same time she's holding my hands. I waited outside Elm's house because she will get dressed. Now she dared me to go and ask Sam if he wants to go out with me on Sunday. I have to do it now. I can't stand back now, because I can't handle this anymore. The pressure is to hard, and I'm dying inside me every time I see him. Not because of my love, no. it's because I don’t know if the answer is yes. Does he love me back? I have to try. And if he says no, then I've tried at least. But that would kill me. How about Derek? I can't imagine his reaction if I tell him that I'm in love with his best friends. Or just he's school friend, what ever. He's always in our house. Like one of us. ''Come on, let's go'', she said and looked at me. I knew she was very serious and I couldn't step back. I couldn't regret something now. Doesn't that sound very stupid? I'm just in love. It seems like I've been into a crime or something. I began to see his house. He lived so near our house. I was afraid. Afraid that he's answer is going to be NO. Or that someone's going to catch us. I looked around. I was so freaking nervous. ''Take it easy'', she said. ''So easy for you to say'', I replied. She smiled. I smiled, but my smile blew away because of Sam. I remembered how nervous I was and what I was going to say. Now I stood in front of his door. God. I can just run away, because Elm stood behind his house waiting for me. She thought I could do this on my own. I had a strong intend. A strong will. My legs were like stones anyway so I couldn't run, damn it! What have I done? I can just keep doing what I'm doing. Waiting for him outside the school and pretend I was late or something. Pretend I was not interested or forgetful. But I couldn't. I wanted to tell him so bad. Just go with it, but I couldn't just stand there. So I putted my finger on the bell clang and pushed it. ''You are so brave! Can't understand that you did it, I'm so proud of you'', said Elm and hugged me. ''Either do I, I just said that I needed help with math's, like kind of a work date. He just smiled, boohoo, you should have seen him'', I said and my eyes glimmered. My Week Plans: Friday - Go out with Derek Saturday - Go to Elm's house Sunday - BEST DAY IN MY LIFE! SUCKERS!:D

Nu får ni kapitel två :) ''I'm okay, thanks. How are you then?'' ''Oh, just good!'' she said and smiled. Anita was our helper in the house. She helped my mum a lot because she had a job and she didn't have time to clean and cook. Anita is from Africa and has a little girl named Sally. She's six years old and she is like a family member. We have a big house so Anita and Sally got a bigger room. Sally's father died four years ago. He had cancer and died in the hospital. So my mum offered her a job, (in our house) living and a school to Sally. I have a big sister named Bailey and a bigger brother named Darren, and Derek of course. Bails studied to became a teacher to smaller kids like Sally, so Sally was for a big help when Bails needed training. Derek was in love with a ball and his stupid game, football. But we two are very close to each other since we were kids. We are growing up and things are changing but we try so hard to keep our relationship as before. He's like my diary and I the same with him. Darren wants to be an engineer. ''Where is Sally?'' I asked instead. She looked at the clock and looked back at her stew. ''School'', she nodded. ''Still?'' I asked and started to think. ''Don't forget that she have dance lessons on Fridays afternoon'', she smiled. ''Oh, my bad'', I said and took the stairs up to my room. I woke up at six o'clock and looked around. I heard noises downstairs and went down. I must have fallen asleep as I was reading my book. My dad, mum, Bails, Derek, Darren and Sally sat on the chairs round the table and talked. Then Anita brought the stew out to the eating room. ''Here it is'', said Anita. ''Smells good'', said Derek and the others nodded. Bails were talking to Sally as usual. I went in to the room and sat on my chair next to Derek's. He kissed me on my cheek and smiled. ''Did you have your beauty sleep?'' He asked and laughed. I kissed him back on his cheek and nodded. He had bright brown, straight hair. He had beautiful green eyes as mine. ''You are so evil!'' Shouted Elm and laughed. ''I didn't know! I'm sorry'', I said and smiled. We were sitting on the floor in Elm's room and talking girl talk. I said something about her boyfriend and she attacked me. ''How is it with your prince?'' ''He's okay, I wish I was as brave as you'', I nodded. ''You can! But you won't try, how many times did we try to send a message from your phone to his? Tell me'', she said and played with my hair. ''Five hundreds times, and maybe more'', I sighed. ''Thanks god you didn't cut your hair!'' ''He said it was beautiful'' ''Derek?'' ''No, my pri…'', I couldn't say more until she jumped on me. She sat on my stomach and held my hands against the floor. ''Why didn't you tell me before!?'' ''Take it easy, hey, I was going to but… stop!'' She began to tickle me and she knows that I am sensitive very well. ''HHAHAHAHAHAHAHHHA STOOOP PLEASE STOP!'' I began to shout. Ni får de andra senare:D

Jag har börjat skriva en typ berättelse som heter stupid crush (osäker me namnet) ajja, men den är in english men de luugnt, de bra. Och i somras skrev ja en gLee-berättelse typ fortsättningen på säsong tre. Liksom ja gissade mig fram t saker som skulle hända och de är ur olikas perspektiv typ Finn Hudson, Rachel Berry & Noah Puckerman har ja hunnit med, och i min berättelse är sam med, bryr mig it om ngns protest!

Här har ni Stupid Crush berättelsen iaf :)

Kap 1:

 

Don't go, please! I thought. He has to stay, how could I miss it? I've been waiting here in like two hours and then when he passes I forget him. Unbelievable! He has to stay right now. Cause if I start to run then he will know what I'm doing, and I don't want to take that risk. I have to catch him, and then when I see him I will play surprised. I walked faster and started to come very close to him. He looked back at me and I looked up at the sky. Hell no, I hope he didn’t recognize me. But of course he did. He stopped suddenly. Then he looked at me and shouted

''Come on, Alice! Run''

I started to go faster but I played that I wasn’t interested.

''Hi, I didn’t see you'' I said and regret that at once.

''Yeah, sure'', he said and smiled the world's most beautiful smile.

''What?''

''Oh nothing, forget it.''

''Samuel?''

''Yes?''

''Where’s Derek?'' I asked, because to show my none interesting. Derek was my brother and he was in the same class as Samuel. They were close friends but no one of them knew that Samuel is my biggest and first crush. I don’t know if he's my biggest crush yet because he is my first, but it’s the same shit. He's cute, and I love him. And sometimes I wait behind the school until I see him going home. And one time he didn’t show up after four hours, I almost thought that he took another way home. But then I saw him and I ran as usual and played not interested. He's surely think that I hate him! Because sometimes I am so mean to him. I have to stop with that if I want to start something between us. Oh god, I hate to have a crush! Now I know how Elm feels. Elm is my best friend since we was three or something. She's called Elm but her real name is Elmina Spring.

''He's already at home, I think'', he said.

''Why didn't go with him?'' I looked at his curly black hair and his blue shining eyes.

''Um, I have street dance after school but he have football on another place, way far from here, you know?''

''Oh yes I know, but I thought you had football to'', I said and tried to smile.

''I have football on Saturdays and Sundays. But street dance on Fridays and Wednesdays'', he said and looked at me. I couldn't see his face because my curly, long and blonde golden hair went on his face. Shit! I putted my hair on the other side and my face became red.

''Oh, sorry'', I said quiet.

''It's okay, you have beautiful hair Al'', he replied. Oh my god! He likes my hair! I won't cut it today then. It became too long and it's hard for me to shower it. Maybe about two months it will grow to my back!

''Thanks Sam, you too.''

 

I opened the door to my house and walked in. I looked around and saw Ms. Anita cooking. ''Hi Al, how are you today?''

Har skrivit mer men ni får resten senare, liten spänning och nyfienhet måste de va :) sen får ni gLee berättelsen:d

Slänger in låten: Kurt & Blaine - Candles eftersom ja hatade den förut men nu älskar jaaa deeen!

 

shuuuu, h'r sitter ja klockan 07.57 på mörgönen och läser koran, måste fastna!

Måste verkligen sluta vara så mot dig, jag orkar it mer. Vill ba va mig under en låååång tid. Trodde allt blev perfekt tills detta hände, o snälla förlåt mig. Ja vet hur det känns, vill förklara men ...

Snälla?

Jag har en blogg fiende, hon hatar min blogg, och min design, samt min header och gLee (what the F***)
det är såklart min humorsyster mariam ali, hon kände säker igen sig från rubriken, ahahha.
antar ni har fått deprission lr virus because of my blog då ja tar och slänger mig.


See u around losers

Mona tkr att jag har fin röst - tack mona!
de kmr mer:)
men ibland brukar ja sjunga med låten som ja lyssnar på i min mp3, då brukar ja sjunga nåt och min gleekis fortsätter lyricsen, som typ ja sgr
- YOU ARE THE GIIIIIIIIIIRL, så sgr hon
- THAT I`VE BEEN DREAMING OF EVER SINCE I WAS A LITT..... (låten: i´m not gonna teach your boyfriend how to dance with you, huuuh)
lr så brukar vi "sångfightas" typ vi sjunger vår låt i mp3:n (alltid glee) så sjunger ja nåt o hon nåt annat, så tittar vi typ "dissande" på varandra och sjunger för varandra (olika låtar).
jag antar att ja har zero läsare nu så ja drar...


/ losers

ASafa tkr min blogg är rolig, haha tack safa!:d de kmr mer,

men ibland kmr ja skriva skit wierdiga saker att du bara vill tabort din blogg, blocka blogg.se och skjuta skaparen av blogg - o devote.se m.m.
du kmr börja med att kasta ut din dator, skjuta alla i närheten för att sen skjuta mig för likso...
okej de här va ett exempel på ett lite wierd inlägg.
jag antar att du redan har gått och dött så ja lägger mig nu :)

No one is more beautiful than this guy, not even finn, puck or mike, artie or blaine... okay maybe the same beauty but no one else!

Heeeej igen:)